As I lay here because I lack the want to for getting up. What do I do
How do I continue with life. I'm tired. I'm hurting emotionally and physically.
I want to be normal. I want to be normal. I want to feel normal. Just feel normal for a day
I want to have my short term memory back. I want to remember to take meds without being reminded to
I want a hug and a kiss in the morning and at night from my love. I want to hear willow say daddy because she
Sees him. Not daddy. Daddy angel. I'm tired of being sad and lonely but I dont like people. What kind of he'll is
This? I feel empty. I can't concentrate. Can't focus my eyes. Things blur and double in my vision. Migraines.
On anti depressent. I cant feel at all. And I know it's not normal to not feel but how do I learn to care again
As I told my therapist. Now that one of my biggest fears has come to be. I'm not afraid of anything. Losing gene made me realize I'm not afraid of death. If u r not afraid of death how can u be afraid of
Anything else. Is this my new normal? If so it suck. FYI it sucks ass!
Sincerely signed by----lost and wondering about in hell