Facebook is a way for me to stay in touch with family and friends since most of them live back east.
But some days FB is very hard for me. Like today. A friend of a friend is receiving her new heart today. Part of me is so excited for her, but there's a huge part of me that just doesn't care. I would rather not hear/read about it.
This makes me feel bad. I know most of these people were there supporting us when Patrick got his transplant, and so many went out of their way to share Patrick's story and his page so others could pray for him too.
So I should do that for others, right? But I can't. I've said a pray for her, the donor, their family, doctors. Everyone involved. But I can't bring myself to do anymore.
Thankfully most of my friends seem to be understanding. There's those 1 or 2 that just don't get it, and probably never will.
Even so. I still feel bad because that big part of me just doesn't care.