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I heard this on the same day from two different people a few weeks ago. Both widowed. They aren't as strong as me. I must really look strong... or act strong. Or maybe I am strong. I don't know.. but hell.. it sure doesn't make a person feel very good. Not sure why. It should. Shouldn't it? Does it mean I'm not compassionate enough of their journey? Does it mean I'm doing better then them or does it mean they don't get why I smile so much? What is it? I tried to get them both here to read and connect but neither one will do it. Not for them they say... not for them.. ok.. I don't care.. it's not my life.
What do they mean exactly when they tell me that though? Seriously. I'm not going to ask them. I'm not going to go there. It's not worth it. But I do wonder..one didn't see me last year.. a huge crying mess. The other did.. at times.. one won't talk to me anymore.. the other does..
Anyway.. just wanted to get this out there.. in the universe.. to do it's thing. Maybe then it won't bug me so damn much.
You're Stronger Then I Am.