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Last night when I was sleeping, something happened that is very RARE for me. Something that I wish for so much but this is only the 4th time that it has happened.
Last night for the 4th time since I lost Greg almost 30 months ago, he visited me in my dreams.
It was the middle of the night and I found myself in my “usual” routine, wide awake from insomnia then finally falling asleep around 4am, then the usual waking up often.
But somehow between all the periods of waking up, Greg found me in my dreams.
And this was the first real dream that i have had of Greg that was not disturbing in some way.
I find myself in this dream, Greg just shows up in it and I’m so excited to see him. I’m not quite sure whose house we are at, I think just the shock of finally seeing Greg in a dream shocked me in and out of the actual dream.
Greg is such a romantic guy, even in my dream! We start walking outside and we reach for each others hand at the same time! But he gets my hand first! I miss how much our spirits were connected and we thought alike. I miss holding hands.
Then we walk a little bit outside in a garden then the best part is Greggie pulls me closer to him and plants this really wonderful kiss on me. The kiss was so powerful I woke up!
I woke up several times after this dream, while I was trying to get some more sleep. I woke up wondering did I just have a dream? It was hard to distinguish it from reality, even though I know it was only a dream.
That kiss from Greg went through all of my being, deep down into my soul. Like he was running throughout my veins.
I woke up feeling something different in my spirit that I haven’t felt in a very long time, probably since the last time I saw Greg alive in person. (910 days ago).
I am not sure how long that feeling will last but I’m going to embrace it for all the time that I can.
Thank you Hubbie for visiting me in my dreams last night. Hope it’s not another two years before you visit me in my dreams again.
I miss you. I miss us.
And I Thought I Loved You Then My Love.
I love You Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow, Always.
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