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Last Night Greggie Found Me
Last night when I was sleeping, something happened that is very RARE for me. Something that I wish for so much but this is only the 4th time that it has happened.
Last night for the 4th time since I lost Greg almost 30 months ago, he visited me in my dreams.
It was the middle of the night and I found myself in my “usual” routine, wide awake from insomnia then finally falling asleep around 4am, then the usual waking up often.
But somehow between all the periods of waking up, Greg found me in my dreams.
And this was the first real dream that i have had of Greg that was not disturbing in some way.
I find myself in this dream, Greg just shows up in it and I’m so excited to see him. I’m not quite sure whose house we are at, I think just the shock of finally seeing Greg in a dream shocked me in and out of the actual dream.
Greg is such a romantic guy, even in my dream! We start walking outside and we reach for each others hand at the same time! But he gets my hand first! I miss how much our spirits were connected and we thought alike. I miss holding hands.
Then we walk a little bit outside in a garden then the best part is Greggie pulls me closer to him and plants this really wonderful kiss on me. The kiss was so powerful I woke up!
I woke up several times after this dream, while I was trying to get some more sleep. I woke up wondering did I just have a dream? It was hard to distinguish it from reality, even though I know it was only a dream.
That kiss from Greg went through all of my being, deep down into my soul. Like he was running throughout my veins.
I woke up feeling something different in my spirit that I haven’t felt in a very long time, probably since the last time I saw Greg alive in person. (910 days ago).
I am not sure how long that feeling will last but I’m going to embrace it for all the time that I can.
Thank you Hubbie for visiting me in my dreams last night. Hope it’s not another two years before you visit me in my dreams again.
I miss you. I miss us.
And I Thought I Loved You Then My Love.
I love You Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow, Always.
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Comment by AEDforever (Ali) on September 5, 2012 at 8:31pm -
oh how wonderful! I've only had two dreams as of yet with my sweet Paul in them. the first one was disturbing, the second one was "wierd" but in it I got to hold him again. I can't wait for the dream when I get to kiss him again. Hang on to that wonderful feeling. I can see from the pictures that you had a great love between the two of you.
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Comment by CharliesGirl on September 5, 2012 at 4:54pm -
I have been wanting to reply to this blog since I first read it. You and I are miles apart. I am old enough to be your Mom. I was married to Charlie for 45 years. However our dream experience was much the same. My Charlie has only (only?) been gone since April but I have connected with him very strongly on several occasions. Several times I know I was dreaming, but they were a different kind of dream - very intense. Twice, I would swear I was awake. I'm just saying, this experience of yours might not have been a dream.
910 days sounds like forever to me, but if I can keep having contact with Charlie I might last that long. Thanks for sharing this awesome encounter. Julie
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Comment by mamatrees on September 5, 2012 at 1:54am -
So beuatifull,those dreams.
I only had one since he passed away,
but i can still really feel the emtions of it.
I dreamed a lot,since then,
but those dreams are dreams,
that one time,he was really there,comforting me in my grief,
telling me he's ok.
I'm confinced that it wasn't a normal dream,
whatever people say,
i'm not crazy.
Hug
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Comment by tanya on September 4, 2012 at 11:09pm -
how wonderful...hoping i get one of those sweet visits soon
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Comment by Joyce on September 4, 2012 at 8:05am -
Oh how beautiful! Thanks so much for sharing. I also wish I would dream about my husband more!
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