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Here I am. 35. Lost and will be going on a new path.

Toby has been gone for 17 months now as of the 7th of December. Life seems to be rolling on ans I can't seem to keep rolling with it. I keep getting get caught up in the wheels.

 I clog the wheels of life because I can't seem to move as fast.  

Wait.

What? Stop it it!

Slow Down!  

I can't process as fast.

I just can't move as fast without him!

I want to keep moving forward but your speed is too fast. I cant compute. I can't keep my footing.  

What? I'm losing my job?

WHo do I talk to about this?

Who do I go home to and discuss this about?

I don't want to do?

He's not here and he'd have the answers.

I don't know what to do without him? I have to make a deicsion now.... and he's not here.  

I hyperventilate.....  He's not here. What do I do?

What do I want to do?

It's just me now.

Where do I go?  

I'm faced with the world now.

Scary.

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