I met my late husband 4 years ago, we were inseperable, he was/ is my best friend. He knew every story, every heartbreak, and every scar. I have never felt so lost in my life I feel like since he left this earth I have lost everything. I was unable to afford our home so had to sell it, now live with friends until I can get back on my feet, I failed out of RN school because I was dealing with everything. Most days I don't know why I even get out of bed.
As our anniversary apporachs and with the anniversary of his passing just around the cornor as well I feel the heartbreak all over again it has been so hard here without him. My Husband and I married on June 1st 2013, we were never so happy, on June 6th, 2013 he went for a run after work with our dog Josie. When I got home our dog was in her kennel and I had a weird feeling but ignored it. A few minutes later my neighbors/friends of ours pulled into my driveway to tell me LJ had been taken to the hospital. When I arrived at the hospital the state police and the hospital staff were standing there and I knew my life would never be the same.
My husband was found on our road with our dog still attached, he was unresponsive and passed that afternoon due to a heart dysrythmia at 29 years old, what should have been the best week of my life turned to the worst. After only 5 days of marriage I became a widow, one can never prepare themselves for this type of loss. Instead of picking out curtains I was picking out coffins and burial sites, how am I ever going be ok again. We didn't even get a chance.....