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Moving again...
Monday morning will bring changes for me yet again. I will be moving out of my parents house and in with my sister. Still not where I want to be, but I guess it feels like one step closer to being on my own again. Will be working again soon and my goal is to be in my own place within a month or so. I still just can't believe this is happening. Is this really my life now? I guess so. It sucks. Everything sucks. I'm tired of it all. I just want to be done with this somehow. I guess I never will be though. I've gotten pretty good at hiding my true emotions, I just hate breaking down in front of people. I just miss him so much. There is nobody on this earth who totally understands me anymore. That is a very lonely feeling. I keep thinking about how I just want a hug from him, then I will be ok again for a while. I miss that so much, that way he had of making me feel like everything will be ok. Well it's not ok, and I'm not sure it ever will be. I guess I'm just a little angry at life today.... Thanks for listening.
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Comment by hendrixx2 on October 10, 2012 at 10:23am -
hi Paula,
Yes, we all want to get there...now! Many times that same feeling has taken me over, and yes, there is anger...that we go through this is probably all a part of coming to terms with the true impact of what has occurred in our lives...wishing you Peace and Healing...
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Comment by edswife(Paula) on October 7, 2012 at 2:21pm -
Thanks everyone. I just want to get there already...
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Comment by Joyce on October 6, 2012 at 11:22pm -
Paula: I'm sorry, I understand why you would be angry, but you did say you thought you're making progress and you probably are, you just get see it right now. Come here anytime, that's what we're here for. Sending hugs!
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Comment by janet on October 6, 2012 at 9:00pm -
Paula, you will get there.
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Comment by bj628(Bonnie) on October 6, 2012 at 8:10pm -
(((((((((((((Paula)))))))))) Yes it sucks BIG TIME. All the little things that meant so much.. Hoping that you will have your own place soon.
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Comment by honeys(puddin) on October 6, 2012 at 7:22pm
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I agree, Everything sucks:(
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