I just came through first wedding anniversary, anniversary of moving into our home and his birthday without being too emotionally exhusted.
My uncle had passed away and his funeral was this past friday. My sister and brother did go and stopped off to see an aunt from my dads side of the family. Apparently my cousin passed away 11 days before my husband did. My aunt naturally called her brother, my dad, and told him along with his nephew and sister in law. At this time he was not eating properly, confused and depressed. He knew someone called, didnt know who it was or who had died. If it wasnt for my sister and brother paying their respects to our grandparents and noticing a new grave in the family area, would have never known. Naturally my aunt was so upset with my dad not even sending a card much less any of us showing up for the funeral.
I am at the point now where I really need to get back to TX but with the home I have now just gotten into 2 years ago, 2 veh to pay for and some major expense to get my teeth back where they need to be, I dont have a clue on how to be able to leave MO to get back. I really need to move back to help my sister and brother with our dad but with a mortgage looming over my head I dont know how I can do that.
On top of that yesterday while talking this over with my sister laid my glasses down somewhere at home and cant find them. At least I have an appointment Sat for the eye dr. Today I somewhere lost my thumb ring i have had for about 16 years. What is next? I am falling again into a funk not sure what to do anymore.