I juggle the kids, the bills, the life
Trying to run from the label: lonely wife
I miss you so much, it hurts so deep
It's 3am, I'm still unable to sleep
Your touch, your kiss, your love - all gone
I'm a shell of a person, without you to lean on
You made me better; you made me complete
It should have been someone else when God hit "delete"
Couldn't he see we were a pair?
A love beyond measure, no one could compare
How could all that be taken away?
Without your love, I don't like each day
Am I the one being punished? Or is it you?
Stripped of the life we once knew
No running, no walking, no hope, no hugs
But holding your hand, I held onto your love
In your final moments, we were all by your side
The deepest tears I have ever cried
How I long for one more embrace
One more time to see your face
How could God decide that we were through?
All I wanted was more time to love you....