I keep wanting to post on Forums and Blogs. But I don't know how. My husband of 25 years of marriage unexpectedly died on January 27, 2016.He was 52. This month,26 years ago he proposed. He told me..we may not have a lot of money, but we will laugh and love a lot. ..and we did. He Loved Music..we played it all of the time and when the radio wasn't on he had his i pod..or mine. We have 4 beautiful daughters ;one is 17 the other 3 are 12 1/2 ( yes they are triplets). I am reading and reading so much that many have said, and I have so many of the same feelings as I am certain many of your have or had.. ..I got rid of his socks, nothing else , I am mad, I am tired, confused..How do I do this? Life is moving on and someday's I feel stuck. I hate FB and all of its happiness and Braggarts. I want him home. What did I do wrong , what did I miss. I didn't ask enough questions. I think he is going to call. Crud I erased his message, his voice...I want him home. Our Children have not expressed feelings to me too much. I don't know how to do this part either...I have been a mother for 17 years and all of a sudden I don't know how to talk to my children. So I will read some more and try to cope and maybe learn "how to do this"...how to "adult". Today ..I re - charged his I Pod, and mine plugged them in to his BOSE speaker and made a cup of tea..... the Music still plays.