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Too Many People Gone
I'm to the point I don't want to answer my phone. Or sign onto Facebook.
I just want to scream. I'm not even sure how to break this news to my kids. 3 people in a week, 2 in 2 days. I'm an adult and I don't even know how to deal with this. Robbie and Jazzy aren't going to know how to process any of this.
I want to scream and hit something. My stomach is on fire now, and I feel like I'm going to throw up.
After I got off the phone I instantly dialed Patrick to tell him. Which made me feel even worse than I already to.
I just don't understand. I need to understand. I need to be able to answer questions the kids are going to have.
I hate this!
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Comment by AEDforever (Ali) on October 17, 2012 at 7:57pm -
Hugs Sam..Im so sorry you are having to go through this.
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Comment by janet on October 17, 2012 at 10:23am -
(((Sam)))
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Comment by Lisa ( Marielee) on October 17, 2012 at 12:30am
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Sam, This is tough and life is so hard. I am sorry friend. Sometimes it is ok to tell our kids we don't have the answers and just hold and cry with them. I wish we all were there to hold you and cry with you :( Please remember to keep reaching out here if yu need us. Sending you hugs & and some measure of peace in days to come- Lisa
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Comment by AlanRRT on October 17, 2012 at 12:01am -
So sorry you have to go through this, Samantha. Wish I was there to give you a hug!
I've also done the same thing, where I almost call Elaine or turn to talk to her, then remember she's not there. It's not right to have that empty spot in our homes, in our hearts.
All my best to you my dear friend, you know you can call, text or write if you need to.
Alan
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