It seems like it has been a really long time since I last posted. Still not having any issues with loneliness like I had in the past, but I have also been reluctant to claim victory because I have not accomplished all my goals. One of my goals is to obtain work where I can afford not just to financially support my self but also to have a life outside of work. Right now my job is making that impossible. It’s one thing to want to live with someone else when it’s your choice to live with them. It’s quite another thing to feel like you have to live with them because you feel like a looser. I am extremely grateful for their help and support, but there are times when I feel like a looser because I financially can’t afford to live on my own especially when she pity’s me. Anyway I am trying to work on more positive self talk, and actually doing things or taking steps in the right direction that will help me attain my goals. I need to be more positive that God will provide.. it’s weird, I almost feel like I have come full circle. My goals are not just to come full circle though. My goal is to become the person God always intended me to become so that I can help him help others find their way.
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