The weddings aren't so sad anymore. Went to a couple of them this past Summer. Certainly did think about Cindy and our life together so much. And hoped that my relatives would have a joyous and happy marriage like I did.
Just got back from my 23 year old nephew's funeral. My brother's family and my family are super close. Our children grew up together seeing each other most every weekend and certainly on all of the birthdays and holidays.
I certainly was thinking about Cindy and was thinking about my nephew. These are the times that leave me feeling like I've been gargling razor blades.
Certainly a time to share with the family and to be there for the family.
So now it's time to shift gears. My children are home and want to decorate the tree. Hard to change gears so quickly.
I'm watching home movies, especially of Cindy. That is helping me get more in the spirit of things. This is our 1st tree in the last 2 years.