I am a widow,the word sounds so sad .like an abandoned child unloved and desperate to survive.This is my first blog and I hope I make sense as I speak out my mind .
I will not get into my life because that's not the purpose of my blog.Its to get right into feeling sad and bursting frustrated and wanting to scream ....
I am a 56 year old woman who just realized how tough it is to be a woman alone .we seem to suddenly become this 'available' woman open to the advances of all sorts of men.mostly married ! married at the age of 17 we were together till I lost him on 25/9/2012 .It never occurred to me how lonely aloneness can be.there is so much I want to do .travel for one .But I don't want to go alone or with strangers or with family ( I feel even more sad because they are part of my memories)
This is my first blog .so please forgive me if I don't make any sense.please know however how grateful I am for being here amongst you who understand me the most !