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When are other people going to just except what we go through? I would think that if friends and family loved us they would at least try to understand why we do what we do.
When I was locking myself in my house for 6 days a week, crying all alone I wouldn't even get a phone call. Now that I'm trying to get out and enjoy life again everyone has something to say. I've been told I'm having a nervous breakdown, a midlife crisis, I'm stupid because I'm the only one that doesn't think the guy I'm seeing is after just my money, like there is something so wrong with me that he wouldn't want me for myself. Why do friends and family have to be like that. Why can't they be happy that I'm getting out and enjoying life again. I still have bad days, and Gary is the one person that helps get me through them. Not many men will hold you while you cry about losing the love of your life. He doesn't mind all the pics. of KC up all over the house, and he doesn't say a word when I touch KC's urn and tell him I love him. I just will never understand what they all want from me.