Welcome to Widville, Irish. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here.
Here's the best place to start: Need help using the site? Click the "help" link! You can join the Groups that fit you to connect to others with similar experiences. Share your story. Take a look at our Forum discussions where you'll find meaningful conversations taking place. The "chat room" is Ｏpen 24/7. I look forward to getting to know you here in Widville. Take care of yourself.