I wish I could get someone to answer this question. My husband passed away the end of July this year. It was at 3am in the morning and the memories are simply flashes of me giving CPR to him while on the phone with the 911 operator-i had no idea how long he had not been breathing-I remember hearing a rib crack-then I was rushed outside by the paramedics and never saw him again. He wanted to be cremated and he is at home with me-but I still have flashbacks but not able to remember it all. I guess that is God’s way of protecting me. Some days my anxiety is so bad I can’t catch my breath. I can’t go in his bathroom and cannot even begin to remove his things.
Even though he had been sick for a while-I can’t move beyond missing him so much it hurts.
AngeliaH says
Posted on September 21, 2021 0
I wish I could get someone to answer this question. My husband passed away the end of July this year. It was at 3am in the morning and the memories are simply flashes of me giving CPR to him while on the phone with the 911 operator-i had no idea how long he had not been breathing-I remember hearing a rib crack-then I was rushed outside by the paramedics and never saw him again. He wanted to be cremated and he is at home with me-but I still have flashbacks but not able to remember it all. I guess that is God’s way of protecting me. Some days my anxiety is so bad I can’t catch my breath. I can’t go in his bathroom and cannot even begin to remove his things.
Even though he had been sick for a while-I can’t move beyond missing him so much it hurts.
TheresaC says
Posted on August 25, 2021 0
I pray…
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