Welcome and hugs to you, Keena.
Hi Keena, I'm so sorry you've had to seek this community. I'm happy you've found WV, it's the right spot!
I too was widowed (suddenly) in Dec. 2017. We normally have a chat going on early in the am till about 10:30 and later in the evening. Join us anytime you need a pep talk/pick me up or just to be plain old silly and lose yourself for a moment.
The forums, blogs, and groups have been wonderful for me and I hope you'll find them just as helpful.
((((HUGS)))) and a big WELCOME!
I'm so sorry to hear that. Good luck with the negotiating. I lost my husband in 2016.
Welcome Keena. It has been over 3 years for me but I still found myself losing it this morning, thinking of an old love song. The grief comes and goes like waves on a beach. Please do join chat, it's quite helpful. (((((((HUGS))))))