Last year July of 2012 my husband passed away, four days later my owner/office manager passed away. Four days before my husband passed I had to put one of my fur babies down that I had for 13…Continue
I have wrote about my husband, Steve and how he passed away, yesterday they started Depositions and I spent 4 hours going over our life together 11 years and I did really good until we got to the accident and then the last few days of his life. Having to tell what happened again and going over the details tore me up. What got to me worse than anything else was the Doctor was there and it seemed like they did not even care, there was no sign or indication they were even sorry I lost my…Continue
I know most of my blogs are what I have been through and what I have learned but this one is just a little different and it is about someone that is still alive.
In 2010 when my Husband Steve had his accident he was in STICU for 2 weeks, well the very first day I was at the hospital I met a lady and her husband was in the same unit, right across from my husband. They had both been in motorcycle accidents and…Continue
Just before Christmas I had my last session with my CBT counselor and he said I have come a very long way but he thinks I will do fine. I just have to remember that if I start isolating myself, I am to get myself out. I am not allowed to avoid, if I do, find a way to face the issue. Just about every obstacle I was facing I was able to overcome and I feel pretty good about it.
Music was the one obstacle that seemed to be the block that may only take time to over come. My last…Continue
My counselor, Tom, now has me in the Imaginative part of the counseling. Originally, I was supposed to write out a memory with as much detail as possible and record it and play it back every day. Now I am to write it out every day, since music seems to trigger the strongest emotional responses Tom decided we would start there but to avoid the group and song that really rips me apart, at least for now.
Here is the first memory:
Driving down the highway, Steve and I…Continue