Tomorrow would have and should have been your 56th Birthday. It's so hard to believe everything that has happened. Why did you have to die? You certainly weren't bothering anyone. All you did was help people. What was the point of you living for almost a year, being fed by a tube, not being able to talk, fighting infection after infection, if you were just going to die anyway? Maybe you know the answers to these questions, but I sure don't.
I hate you for leaving me…Continue
This may just be a rant or perhaps I should be talking to a therapist but I need to let out some emotions.
John died 4 years ago of a brain aneurysm and my sister died 3 1/2 years ago. I also had a brother die of an aortic aneurysm in 1982 and my father passed away in 1985. After the last death I hid from the world for over 3 years.
I became very passive and was afraid to say a mean word to anyone. I could not understand why people complained about the weather or their…Continue
Just when I thought it was safe, when I stopped waiting for more bad news, when I realized that impending doom feeling was being created by me................ I came home from work Friday night and as always looked for my cat. Pepper is 17 years old and has been by my side since John passed away. I don't think she has been very happy that I have been going out to work.
I found her and noticed that she seemed very lethargic. She isn't eating and will only take a little bit of…Continue