My heart died the day yours stopped beating.
Sitting here alone trying to figure out my life
They call me widow, I call me your wife.
I will never understand why
I am still living and you had to die.
I put on a face for everyone to see
they think I'm okay, only I know that could never be
me here without you...you there without me.
I promise to try, give it all I got
Life is lonely, don't know if people can see
I am better now then my previous post. My family chased away my blues.
My daughter came and cooked for us. I walked with my grandchildren from house to house trick or treating. The night was clear and beautiful I could hear laughter and felt God's peace touch me.
I am a widow.
I am grieving.
I am going to get through this.
I know this is the hardest thing I have ever gone through
I know God's with me.
I know one day we will be united in…Continue
Tears on my face but I cannot, will not try to stop them. Knowing I will never hold you again or feel your breath close to me just hurts so bad. Like a silent movie, memories run through my mind. I can't find the off button.
I try to stop wondering why I am still here and you had to die.
Just missing you.