Welcome Sassy sarah. I am so sorry for your loss and your child's loss of their father. What a blow to go through your pregnancy and birth while grieving. This website and community have been very helpful to me for 3 years. It took me over a year to be able to function and try to think straight, so I didn't find widowed village until 2012. My husband died in 2011. Keep coming back here for support and to vent. It helps. Take care. Big hugs.
Welcome Sassy_one: I'm sorry for your loss but I'm glad you found your way to this site. I hope you will find the same comfort and understanding here at Widowed Village that I have. In the beginning I just read the blogs and posts and lurked in chat. Post and join in chat when you feel comfortable. It is nice to be among people who "Get It"