Thanks Eliana, it's been nearly 10mths and I just don't know what to do with myself as I have anxiety, bipolar, PTSD (which my dr is worried may get worse after losing Jamie n watching what he went through) and so I don't workn struggle to leave the house. I'm scared of not waking up as I go to sleep at night, I'm scared of housefires, I'm scared of leaving my dog in case she passes while I'm gone or I don't come home to her. And I hate being inside my head. Most of all, I want Jamie n I can't have him. I miss talking to him, cuddles and companionship. Sorry to go on, I just am lost
Welcome to Widville, Talika. I am truly sorry for your loss, and hope you find caring support and friendship here.
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