I was married for over 10 years and my husband died of mesothelioma cancer. Two months later I met Tim in a group grief group for my kids. He was also a widow and we hit it off immediately. We fell in love and a year later we got engaged so we had been engaged for two years now, and on Feb 20th 2013 he died from a brain tumor. We had three wonderful years together. We were extremely happy, and very much in love. I really thought I had found my soulmate after all we had both been through. He was only 46. I'm 42 and now a two time widow. I just can't believe this had to happen to us. I cry every single day and think about him constantly. We were perfect for each other. I will never be the same and I don't know how I will ever be happy again without him. I have so many questions that I will never know the answers to.