I have not felt normal or like "me" in about 2.5years which is as long as my husband has been dead. I hear everyone say oh there will be a new normal, but whatever that is I hope this isn't it because this new normal doesn't feel good. As a matter of fact, it sucks. I've been trying to stay busy, figure out my new life. Although my life was not perfect with my husband, I knew how to operate in it, have times of contentment and happiness. I had a long term life plan. I had someone to be…Continue
My husband has been dead 2 years and two months. I thought I was doing okay, but I don't think I am. Im so lonely all the time. My head spins a mile a minute trying to figure out what the heck Im supposed to do with my life, or want to do with my life. Most of my closest friends are married so for the most part, Im dumped on the weekends. I was stay at home mom -newly empty nester when he died -as if that wasn't a transition enough.
I have family and friends and its no…Continue
WIDOW BLOG – SECOND TIME AROUND POSTED ON MY Facebook Account
This will be my second year at being a widow. So far I think I’m doing pretty well. If there were a report card given to widows, I think I most definitely have a solid B-. Those that haven’t totally walked in these high heels of grief probably would only give me a C or C plus at best. Somehow there seems to be a time frame that we are supposed to…Continue
Does anyone else feel like this?
I am struggling something awful. I don't really want to be dead, but Id rather be dead than feel this every day! I am not suicidal, but I do wonder if I didn't have children and this continues to be like this what I would consider.
I just don't know what to do with myself. Im in the house a lot and I know that isn't helpful, but I don't know what to do. I've heard hobbies, volunteer, etc., etc., -- I need to be around…Continue