Welcome to Widowed Village, carolina girl. You’ve come to a wonderful place filled with those who understand how difficult this is. Joining groups is a great way to get connected to others who have similar experiences. Request some friends, try out the chat room, just immerse yourself in this very special place. I look forward to getting acquainted with you here in Widville.
By the way, there's a carolinagirl (no space) here already ... you might want to look her up.