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tonight is one of those important ones that i can hardly believe he will not be here for. i am being inducted into the Connecticut Women's Basketball Hall of Fame. everyone important in my life will be there. he will not. i am dreading it on so many levels. i hate talking about myself (have to give an acceptance speech); i hate having my picture taken (there will be many) and he was my coach (my last year in high school). he should be here. he really should. and i can't not mention him,…Continue
my oldest childhood friend is flying me for the week to sanibel island in FL to get away and relax, she will be there with her partner (whom i have yet to meet, they live in Idaho). so traveling alone for the first time. not even sure what to think or how to feel. i am looking forward to relaxing and maybe reading a bit (I have finally started to be able to read again). not going somewhere i have been before or ken has been before with or without me, i guess that's good/better. the whole…Continue
our house, well, our home, is on the market, got great response from the broker's open and already have 2 families coming to see it. i think if it sells quickly (although how lucky would that be) i will have a full blown anxiety attack.
my son, who is at home, just told me how weird it is to see a for sale sign on our property - brought me to tears.
how did i get here?