I'm sorry for your loss..It's been 2 yrs since I lost my husband of 22 yrs. I have an 8 and a 17 yr old. I can only say that when I was where you are, I didn't think i could breathe my guts seemed to be exposed to the world. I was sick to my stomach for about 8 months. But, as everyone told me, time is healing me. I can now focus on the blessings and not the horrors. But that takes time. I can only advise to be good to yourself, do what ever makes you happy. This site helps a lot, just reading how others are feeling the same thing makes it feel less empty and alone. God bless you and your kids. You will make it though.
Welcome to Widowed Village. I am very sorry for your loss, but pleased that you found us. You will find caring support and friendship here.
Here is the best place to start: Need help using the site? Ask here!You can join the Groups that fit you to connect to others with similar experiences. Share your story. Take a look at our Forum discussions where you will find meaningful conversations taking place. I look forward to getting to know you here in Widville.