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For the past 3-4 days I have been unusually sad and crying. I am 14 weeks out and have been recently functioning fairly evenly. I don't know what's going on with me but I can't stop crying and I'm feeling so lonely and sad. I was doing fairly well all things considering. What the hell?!? I was off work yesterday so that gave me 1 more day of "free range" emotions I guess. I feel like I felt in the beginning and this is so disheartening. Monday is our 18 yr. wedding anniversary. I didn't think it was hitting me this bad but maybe that's it. Mother in law phoned right in the middle of a really bad moment and she thinks it's the upcoming anniversary. I hate the weekends but this one is one of the worst. What the heck?! I'm supposed to be moving forward but I feel like I took a major fall backwards. This sucks! Does this happen? Forward forward then BAM backwards?