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On December 2, 2015, I woke up from a vivid dream regarding my wife who passed away from brain cancer on July 15, 2014, just six weeks after diagnosis. I wrote this immediately upon awakening on the morning of December 2.

It Was Like A Dream

I used to date Laura Maybury

We had great times together

We shared our love and intimacy

I loved her dearly, yes I did

I don't know what happened

Did I say something to offend her?

Where did she go?

I wonder what she's doing now?

I should really try to call her

The number at work was 449-5931

Oh how many times I dialed that number!

I recall her cell phone number too

Yes, I should try calling again

We should try to get back together as once before

Do you think she would be with me again?

Yes, I should call her to ask her what happened

Wait, as I recall, we were married once upon a time

Blissful it was, but it was like a dream

Now I remember what happened

She died 17 months ago

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Comment by Angelina on January 7, 2016 at 8:31pm
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband September 18,2014 to brain cancer, 14 months after diagnosed. It's been the hardest and most difficult thing I've ever been through and I do believe this second year is even harder.I will keep you in my prayers.
Comment by Cookie_love on January 5, 2016 at 9:34pm
I so feel you here. I lost him suddenly 4 months ago, still very recent. I have had many dreams where I wake up, forgetting or feeling like it was all a dream and he is alive.... to just have to say goodbye again. I've had to feel my heart drop again to remember that he died already.
Comment by Hornet (Cindy) on December 24, 2015 at 5:06pm

Yes, Preblehiker. It is a dream, isn't it? I wrote a post about that kind of dream months ago. Funny how this 'grieving' thing takes such similar forms in different people.

I want to say, with no pretense whatsoever, that I am so very sorry you are here. I am so very sorry for the heart-ache you feel. But I do understand it...for I am here as well...two years and 3 months after my husband of 32 years died in his sleep.

I pray that your journey is as gentle as it can possibly be. I believe that only happens when we open our souls to the wonder of life and our purpose in the world.

Peace to you, fellow traveler.

Cindy

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