This morning was horrible...I hurt the people I love here because I almost attempted suicide. I was miserable, in so much pain and darkness that I saw no way out except with a pill bottle. I am so sorry for putting you all though so much. After words of love and encouragement I won't let this happen.
My friend saw my tears and I broke down and told him what I had almost done. We spoke and he told me that I am a Phoenix, now slowly rising out of the ashes, ready to fly high. And when I soar, he wants to be there when it happens because tremendous things will happen my way.
I need help, I know. I will look for that and do what I must to get better. John is my hawk--I am the Phoenix.