I sit here this morning, thinking about the events that took place 6 months ago today. It is hard to believe that it has been 6 months already! People said it would get easier with time. They lied. I think with time, the fog that helped numb the pain, slowly wears off. However with time, I have learned how to deal with the pain. With time, I will learn how to start and live the next chapter of my life!
To keep myself busy I got up and made breakfast even though I wasn't hungry. I cooked up some hash browns and eggs. I sit here and look at the eggs. I usually like my eggs scrambled, but today I had made them sunny side up. A message from above maybe? A good reminder to keep the Sunny Side Up attitude.
After Dennis died, I had a two very thoughtful friends that brought over paper goods. They didn't know that the other had done the same thing. As a result I ended up with 48 rolls of toilet paper, 24 boxes of Kleenex, and 24 rolls of paper towels. As you may be able to relate, my house was very busy for the first month, but then it was just me and the cats.
I still have paper towels which means I still have a lot to clean up in my life. I still have Kleenex which means I still have a lot or tears to shed. But, I am almost out of toilet paper, hopefully that means life won't be so shitty from here on out!