Ricardo i love u mi amor my heart breaks everyday alil more without u. A lil longer from the last time i saw your beautiful smile your deep dark eyes and your flawless olive skin. How i wish oh how i wish for one more kiss one more touch one more moment of anything with u. I feel lost and lonely like a child that has lost there way home . you ment so much to us .i have been trying my best but i fear so many things for my future without u. This is likec a nightmare that i will never wake up from because it is our reality. I miss u. I miss u. I will always miss u. My heart will never be the same because a part of me is gone. U were apart of me as i with u. Thats why as long as the kids and i are living apart of u is too.love u baby. I hope your resting it up in paradise handsome. I hope choco and sammy are there by ur side too.