I certainly have counted the months. Have been focused on the dates.
The 1st few months just trying to cope and survive and handle my responsibilities. Other monthly anniversaries feeling some of the trends in this grief journey.
So last month was the one-year anniversary. A couple of weeks later I went to CWW.
I didn’t think that the one-year anniversary would be as symbolic as it has been. I’m starting to feel some changes. I’m starting to discover my new normality. I’ve taken every part of my journey as it comes – what choice do I have?
But I do feel like I’ve just gone over some kind of threshold. Not sure what it is. But I do feel like there are some good winds of change approaching.