Well, I finally got one of my husbands' death certificates when I received his ashes...
I called the Social Security office to only run into a brick wall. I'm not eligible to receive any benefits of any kind. According to them, we weren't married long enough. I don't see how the length of our marriage mattered, but apparently, it does. The way the state sees it, I'm not worth helping out. Idk. I'm still searching for work, but nothing has caught on yet. I was so devastated this morning. If a miracle doesn't occur soon, I will be homeless before the end of the month. I have no other alternatives. I really wish that John would have taken me with me. I even started a GoFund Me account to see if any of my friends would help. It's not helping. I know that times are hard for everyone, I just thought that maybe God would've had a ram in the bush for me. Guess not. I'm still pushing through this Widow's Fog. I hurt so bad during most of the day, I just go numb. If I'm in your prayers, keep praying for me please. I don't think my prayers are getting through.