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It’s not so bad being here at home by myself as compared to some other places. Of course I miss Cindy and I am on an emotional roller coaster on a regular basis. The 15th = 7 months. I haven’t changed very much around the house. I have taken a couple of pieces of art down and have moved some around.
I do like to get out of the house. I know I have so much “work” to do. Emotional work that is. This totally unknown journey that I am on, trying to do the best that I can do. Not quite sure what that means or what it entails. When I get out of the house, I do tend to escape some of that.
Cindy and I always enjoyed hosting dinners and other celebrations at our house. This started very early on. Elaborate birthday parties (all homemade). Fun dinner parties, you name it... We did it on a pretty regular basis.
My son turned 19 this week. He’s the youngest of my two children. We had a birthday dinner for him tonight at the house. Nice to have some life in the house again. I made tacos. That’s what my son and daughter want for their birthday dinners. I won’t go into details right now, but I guarantee you that if you tried them, you would agree that they are the best tacos that you have ever had.
I’m glad to have some life in the house again. Cindy would be/is glad to see a house full of people.
Wish that I could invite you all over sometime for dinner. I do appreciate this community.