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What the Hell is wrong with me??? I thought I was doing better - in fact, I was almost ready to tell people I was doing okay - and all of the sudden for the last 3 weeks life has just been hell bent on putting me in my place. What's that you say? You think you might feel better? TAKE THAT!!! I can't turn a corner without looking for him, I can't sleep, I can't work, I can't study, I CAN'T BREATHE. I cry so hard my heart starts skipping and I have to stop breathing to see if I'm still alive. I can't do this anymore, I can't, I can't, I can't. Where is that effing proverbial towel, because I am ready to throw it in!!!!!