I refuse to call today your 1 year anniversary. It is not a date I am ever going to celebrate. The grief is overwhelming today… I thought I could get through it without it controlling me. It has been the hardest year of my life and I've had alot of hard years in my 64 years of life. The worse is always feeling like I have to be strong and hide my emotions. Strong for everyone else. My husband was my everything. We worked together, lived together, socialized together and told each other everything. We were more than what the rest of the world saw. I feel lost without him. I miss him more than words can describe.
marnar says
Posted on April 30, 2024 0
Tammy. So sorry for your loss. I too was 64 when I lost my husband who was everything to me. It has been 2 1/2 years since he’s been gone. Try to find a quiet place to just cry when you need to, and forget what everyone else thinks. It does get easier. I know that’s hard to think now, but it will slowly become bearable. Hope you find some strength to get you to thru